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Feb. 27th, 2011 09:24 am
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Hallo DW, I'm not sure what I'll be posting here.

I suppose that I'll try to express myself magically or creatively as often as possible. I used to use my lj for talking about myself and analyzing my actions, but that got old... and also, it got so popular at lj that it felt I was baring my heart open to more and more people.

I suppose that here, I would prefer to write things that I would want to share with the world anyway. Increasingly those things tend to pertain to magick and otherkin and the state of the world. I suppose I will post lots of things about the state of the world, too.

So, Aloha DW, and here's a poem that I wrote last summer:

"Raw"

Raw, the world, bleeding, chiming unfinished
sentences
glass breaking into sensical spheres of wonderment, unafraid to be real and jarring
cutting
birds whirling through too bright air on a too bright day unconfused by their sudden clarity into the eyes of this wanderer.
Escaping escaping into a world of melody they bring me back kicking and
screaming into this raw place of feeling and sensation laid bare without cover or hiding no refuge no
escaping here because it's all real and other the melody the dull color is all fake and real is raw and too
much to handle but so so so necessary it bleeds me dry and fills me with ambrosia mead honey sweet liquors running through my veins mercilessly unplugging holes stopped up since
millennia untold stories
(you'll never hear them from these lips or this tongue)
running into myself blindly stop hitting yourself and I can't
searing pain truth into my mind hurting what's already there leaving me
nothing
no refuge
escaping escaping my amusements my melody is quiet
where
where?
Where did it go to who silenced it without my permission
angels
in my mind speaking treacheries against the one most high
(most high?)
“remove the veil”
no
“see”
NO
“You are...”
NO!!
it's too soon
not soon enough
faster faster raw rippling wind tearing into
every part
every sensation
is
was
who is
me?
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