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zahdi ([personal profile] zahdi) wrote2011-03-25 12:41 am

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Have memories that are coming through strongly but that are uncomfortable to my sense of self to confront and look at so have been distracting myself from them all day.  Which is getting ridiculous now, as when I haven't been checking the same three forums over and over again or writing up posts I've been sleeping.  For a short few hours I went out to the radio station for a meet.  But now I'm home again and trying to distract myself.

I'm not sure what they are... something having to do with a temple... with a marble slab inside the temple... a dead body... and four men....  I don't know it's really bothering me and I don't want to look at it but it keeps being very strong in my head like someone standing behind me all day "HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.  HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY  YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.  HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY   LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE."
O_O  LOL.....   accurate, that is.  *annoyed*